you guys i am 19 years old today

 the amount of time i have been alive seems infinite

what the hell have i been doing in all of the mundane moments of my life

like how many have i had that they have all added up to 19 years

that feels like such a waste of time! there are very few truely important moments or perhaps moments that we so neutral that it seems like if we trimmed away the fat, the meat underneath would be very lean

does this make sense

i just had an epiphany on the concept of time